What's the Point?

The nights are getting longer
And I'm slowly losing my patience
Because the thought of having to wait
Is killing me every day. 
Sure, it's fun for now
And all of this
Is what I need
But I can't sustain
This feeling,
Especially at night
When I can't sleep
And start to overthink
Because waking up
To the face of a stranger
Seems okay
Until you're driving home
On two hours of sleep, thinking
What's the point?

—Perth, WA, 24 May 2017